I know who I am, I'm a sissy crossdresser. I adore, lust and crave feminization above all else. Much of my feminization is at my own doing. In absence of a Mistress I've taken the steps to be a sissy but my dream is to find a beautiful Mistress who would want to have a sissy me and make me her gurly boy.....a tall order indeed but a gurl can dream can't she?